A Poetic Commentary: Melondy Pt 1
Mirror, Mirror
    on the wall,
    who is the fairest one of all?
101 MASKS
    is all I see,
    please tell, which one is me?
Super Beauty
    of coarse! she is so fair
    but why, do tell, is she so rare?
THE HOLLOW MAN
    oh, you mean the one inside
    the one deep within me, trying to hide?
Beauty from the Sea
    from the sea, the sea,
    the deep sea I can’t see inside of me?
secrets of health & beauty
    secrets, ah yes, my secrets you want to know
    you say release my secrets and my beauty will show?
Life Mask
    fairest, fairest, the fairest one of all
    life is not the fairest, but unmasks the beauty behind the walls
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not . . .
    one petal falls to the floor, another follows
    why is this anticipation so hard to swallow?
The Girl
    am I the one or is there another?
    these fires of my heart, must I learn to 
       smother?
SOUL MATES
    oh, if only now it be true
    oh, the joy that could be between me
       and you
LOVE and MARRIAGE
    but perhaps you don’t see these the same
    the way I long for, it’s driving me insane
LOVE 101
    don’t try to tell me what I should or shouldn’t do
    just because you say you’ve been there before doesn’t mean I don’t know a thing or two
Seasons of the Heart
    yeah, like the time mine fell apart
    but it’s spring now, time for a fresh start
ROSES ARE RED
    and I am blue
    oh, how sweet would it be to be with you
ALL THE FLOWERS ARE DYING
    why must my heart feel like crying?
    all this signing, spying, prying, vying
THE HEART DOCTOR’S HEART BOOK
    reading a fairy fiction to my soul
    dreaming of my starry knight, oh, why am I loosing control?
BEWARE YOUNG LOVERS
    yeah, you could say that again
    can love ever be a win-win?
Sticks & Stones
    ya, they’ll break your bones
    but what’s worse are the labels from the
        clones
Rivals
    they sneer at me from across the room
    their cutting words spell my doom
SCHOOL IS NOT A MISSILE RANGE
    I could wish this were actually true
   but no one else seems to feel the damage
        of this coup
Seasons That Laugh Or Weep
    ya, they laugh, I weep - the cycle never ends
    but my tears are now as few as my friends
Secrets
    they’ll never know
    but now who cares if they did, commando
MINDING OUR OWN BUSINESS
    wish they’d live what they say
    but this stuff is far from mere child’s play
BEST FRIENDS FOR NEVER
    never’s a long long time
    I guess alone I’ll make this long long climb
I Can’t Believe I Said That!
    ya, but you know it’s true
    you believe their lies - and not just a few
The Treasure of Friendship
    oh, the irony, such a mockery
    blast this state of cruel tyranny
The Meaning of Treason
    I’ll show you what it looks like
    my own overthrow of this third reich
ARMAGEDDON
    no, it won’t be pretty
    but they’re the ones with no pity
P.S. (from my future self)
After all the pain and all the blame
    I have learned at least one small thing
Sticks and stones will break my bones 
    and yes, names do also hurt me 
 
But the power to forgive,
   gives me the ability to live
And set the prisoner free 
    me 
Rock, Paper, ...
    snickers
    ugh, why do I always get the jitters?
BURNS
    thought going along would keep things
       cool
    but caving to the pressure makes me feel
       the fool 
THE HARROGATE SECRETS
    shhh, don’t tell
    we’re all supposed to be happy and swell
YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT
    so much for equal say
    at this party I guess I have to do it their way
Definitions
    sticky matters you see
    don’t define it and ya won’t be guilty
PUSHOVER
    you’d be one too
    if that’s the path to love and acceptance in this zoo
A Public Betrayed
    in these private affairs
    our stand for the right, taken unawares
the No Spin ZONE
    but they spin every line
    then draw you in, make you one of their kind
LAST RAMPAGE
    do I know myself anymore?
    or have I blended into my “mentors”?
Trick Or Treat?
    gotta compete, so cheat
    do it in a heartbeat, so bittersweet
thinwithin
    and without? oh, so I wish
    stomach, better bypass that dish
PERMANENT WEIGHT CONTROL
    such a dreamy illusion
    but all these diets? just adding to my
       confusion 
THE ENORMOUS SHADOW
    of the monster inside
    perhaps starving will make it hide?
THE LOVELY BONES
    so beautiful just beneath my skin
    but I’ve got so far to go, to be perfect and thin
Take Big Bites
    what’s the point in resisting?
    ya, what’s really my point for existing?
DYING FOR CHANGE
    dying for sure
    but do I care for a cure?
BODY-FAT BREAKTHROUGH
    they say my mind’s askew
    just because I binge then refuse fondue?
LOSING IT
    ya, they’re losing control
    how’s it feel? losing the right to your own soul?
DIET AND DISEASE
    problem, problem, I’m the problem says their expertise
    why don't you just leave me alone . . .  please
Twinkle, Twinkle
    little star
    how I wonder who you are?
Path to the Heart
    keep it guarded if I were smart
    but so many questions have I of this
       cosmic art
Religion
    am I dreaming an illusion?
    getting mixed up in all the confusion?
LOOK NOW TOWARD HEAVEN
    if you’re there, please, give me a sign
    that I’ll truly be yours and you, mine
God Spoke
    oh, how outrageously divine
    to dare hope to be created by design
Morning Noon and Night
    the stars, the moon, the sun
    flow in their circuit, following Someone?
SPIRITUAL NOTES to MYSELF
    take care, take care, my dear self soul
    for what you believe becomes, taking its toll
Pilgrim’s Way
    please, up beyond the stars so bright
    could you really care for me tonight?
All That Glitters . . .
    isn’t gold
    despite what I’ve been told
ENGLISH IN ACTION
    journals, reports, term papers - writing 
       my way
    to the top. . . except for that last essay
SMART WOMEN
    that’s what I’m supposed to be
    but be it a standard so high, I’m only
       a wannabe 
CONTROLLED CHEATING
    but it’s only for the grade
    what does learning matter, when it’s the GPA that’s weighed?
HOW TO STOP WORRYING AND START LIVING
    perhaps I shouldn’t be so uptight
    but even the idea of failure gives me such a fright!
Organizing from the Inside Out
    easier said than done
    where would I even start while on the run?
A Day Late and a Dollar Short
    thought the rat race didn’t start till after I graduated
    guess that golden idea is now antiquated
TO BE THE BEST
    oh, if only it were true
    but even being summa cum laude leaves me feeling blue
Lions & Tigers & ...
    terrors! oh my
    all these big decisions just make me want
        to cry
ONE MUST WAIT
    “what do you want to be when you
         grow up?”
    (certainly not what you are, grown-up!)
Easier Said Than Done
    making your choice for a lifetime
    all this pressure when I’m supposed to be
         “in my prime”
Which Way From Here
    my eyes are crossed with tears
    who’s supposed to help me overcome these fears?
100 ways to Simplify your Life
    oh yes, these self-help analytical lists always tout
    they’ve got their place, but what about my freedom to move about?
The Way of the Wind
    I just want to be free
    free to be me
FIRST THINGS FIRST
    gotta calm down and think straight
    got my whole life ahead of me and it’s supposed to be great
PRAYERS
    there’s gotta be an answer
    God, if you’re listening, can I grow up to be a dancer?
THE ROAD TAKEN
    gotta move your feet somewhere
    hope this direction is an answer to my prayer
THE DREAM SEEKERS
    are my dreams bigger than my fears?
    hopefully I’ll find out while I’m still wet behind the ears